After all the heartbreakers I met and seen, it made it real hard for me to trust. So all these bad encounters piled up and led to more jealousy, more anger, more tears, more frustration, more unhappiness with each one who came into my life. I got jealous over the slightest thing, made a mountain out of a molehill and just couldn't get over those bad encounters. But the last break up made me realised that I have to really let go of all that have been haunting me all these while if not I will never be happy even if I met the so called right one. And since I can never stop him from meeting/talking to anyone or from doing anything behind my back, I might as well trust him because if he is yours he will be. :)